Thursday, December 24, 2009

Edd


Damn you both Ed and Eddy. Why did I ever think working with you two would actually benefit with my life. You both made me look like a fucking damn fool for the last time . I always wonder why I spent that afternoon making people believe that I was going to dye when I actually found out it was just a joke to Ed and Eddy. Damn I made my self look like a fool for the last time. Cause as I sit alone in my room in the dark cutting my self is the only way I could ever face my self in the end of the day. Fuck why the hell did I reduce to cutting my self when I had such a good life before this happened. I could have been a professional scientist and changed this damn retched world like they would ever give a damn in the end anyways. Now I screwed up big time cause i cut way to damn deep and my room has a red puddle and me as live bait for any damn cannibal that is on the hunt for some savoring fresh meat. But all is said and done cause as I lay in my coffin I can actually look back on my life and actually realize that my life just sucked. To bad I made my real friends sad and somehow made Ed and Eddy mad. Well the jokes on them cause they can spend their whole life on useless schemes while I sleep in peace.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Stripper


Damn I can't fall asleep in my coffin tonight. Cause seeing that young and innocent girl just makes me infuriated. I ponder this question that never escapes my mind. I can't stop wondering where is her father at this damn scary moment in her life. I just couldn't stand to hear that the drunk actually believed that his daughter was studying at her friends house. It's a damn shame what she has to learn as she strips just to see a lower point in her life. She went to school everyday trying to see if someone would help her sop this risky lifestyle but alas no one ever did help the girl. To bad no one gave her the time of day to begin with. I can tell she hates how her life is at the moment. Cause there isn't any moment in the day when she is alone she doesn't cry a river of pain. We both know that she really isn't paying for her tuition at all. Now her shift is now done and she wonders if she has the urge to stop stripping. It's a shame that she has to cry for hours and hours to come just so she can feel a little bit better about her life. Even though she knows her life is now never going to be the same for as long as she lives. I finally figure out something her mom died and she has lot all of her faith to care about her self. Well at least there is a bright side to all of this she never took her own life to make all of her pain go away.

Death




Damn look at all of those fucking bastards. Crying and sobbing like you actually cared about that bitch that died. I know not one of you actually gave a rats ass about my mom . Not even for an inch of your damn lives. Well don't feel sorry cause I never gave a damn about them either and I can sleep with the fact of all of you knowing that. It's a damn shame I have to be in a room full of hypocrites. To bad that none of you actually grew a pair. Since her death cause I'm the only one with the balls to actually dress in all red and feel no damn remorse for what I have done. While the rest of you bitches decide to listen to god and not your conscience and have the fucking urge to dress in all black. Trust me I'm not complaining cause your day will finally have your day to show your true colors. Now seriously look at your selves and you'll see that all the sins that you have acted upon are finally gonna bite you all in your sorry asses. But look on the bright side of all of this .Once I'm done talking at this eulogy all of you will finally die a peaceful death cause I'll be the only one laughing in the end of all of this.

Sick


Fuck you bitch with all of those damn lies that you just love to tell. Now let me fucking set the record straight like you even give a damn. I don't smoke nor do I condone in doing drugs. Bitch I just love to zone out of my retched life. Now I'm walking across town and seeing all of you damn happy bastards. Frolicking with some damn joy like the world is a happy place to actually live in. Before all of you damn bitches start saying shit about me that don't even add up save your damn breath cause I herd it all before. Now if you don't mind let me just run home and slam my bedroom door shut so I can finally escape from reality and let my subconscious take control of what I need to indulge in my life. You see I don't give a damn what you fucking have to say cause your just wasting some precious air that you will need in the next few years of your life. Just say it cause that's the only way you can actually live with your self right. Now please stop me if I caught you off guard. Drop dead and don't even bother me with your pointless lives again cause the next time you do I'm going to laugh as i blow your fucking brains out.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Love


Frost once said "Nothing Gold Could Stay". Apparently he was wrong cause this girl has a special coat of gold hat will never crack. People were always telling me useless crap like she wasn't the one for me. But since I'm a teen I'm never going to listen to all that bull. Well it's a good thing I never listened to all of those fools cause she is the best thing that ever happened to me. Th best part out of all of this was that I wasn't looking with my eyes but only with my heart. Somehow this girl captivated my heart and made it sky rocket all the way to cloud 9. It's funny cause she took my anger and exchanged it for endless joy and I wouldn't have it any other way. Every were I go it's like she got me hypnotized caused she's all that I see and I really cant stop thinking about her. Wayne once said I feel like dying but ever since I met her I feel like dying will have to wait when she leaves my life for good.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Chuckie Finster


Damn I've spent eleven years being afraid of everything around me. I had friends that were always on the verge for a new adventure. To bad I wasn't cause clowns scared the living shit out of me and don't even get me started with the dark. Damn I hate how my life has turned up. Cause I just don't know how I got surrounded by people that were happy even when they were sad. Sucks to be me cause apparently I'm the depressed one. It's like trying to find Waldo in a dark place and somehow you can see me. Do you know how it feels like to live a damn lie just so you can make everyone that loves you happy. Well trust me I do. But when you try to tell someone they just don't care. Like you're crying wolf and even when they show up the first two times they won't even open their eyes. So you cry wolf some more and they just ignore you like you're just a little pest. But you really don't care cause they will finally see the truth when I'm laying in that damn coffin. Won't you now seriously see whats wrong with me or will you only look with your eyes. Cause If you only look with your eyes you're dead off . What you really need to look with is your heart that is if you actually have one and I seriously doubt that you do. now your crying and wondering why this happened to ruin your good life but I just don't care. Cause the wolf came in the woods a lot and you were to stupid to actually see him. Like you actually cared, cause if you did you wouldn't let my shadow counsel my soul and make me bitter and depressed. So for now I'm going to leave you here to cry your fake tears cause karma is a fucking bitch you damn bastard. Finally this rugrat is out of existence hope the rest realize what life has to offer them. Peace out Malcolm peace!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Straight Jacket

Inject, inject, inject, you mutha fucking bitch like it will even work. I think I need some more. I'm kicking and screaming like im a fucking rape victim. Damn spent most of my life bein a fucking crazy psycopath and I never thought that one day in my life Iwould ever go to a crazy house. I see all these bastars seriously trying to drugme up and no I'm higher than a crackhead. Now I broke a damn promise to friend. All I can do is try to resist but nothing is happening because I'm now in a straight jacket.Now I feel like a damn bastard caue I wasn't abel to resist the temptation and now I can hardly breathe. It's funny how this all happened cause if I knew writing about my life would leave me to total destrustion. My eyes are clear and I can see all of those fucking haters that teamed up to put me in isolation. It' funny cause they closedtheir eyes for just a mere second and I pulled a fucking Hudini. Well afterall tat has happened I am actually happy and not mad because since I escaped that peace of shit I can finaly be crazier than ever and this time no one cause stop me. Cause it's no in trying tame a damn wild animal that never wants to change their ways.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

My Life




Born in 1993 with no care in the world. With no sympathy for those that I've always hated and tormented or just loved to hate. Filled with bloody rage and some points of grattitide which is very seldom for me to actually display. Graduated form Julliard and went to Los Angelous, California to presue a career in writing. My parents finally died leaving me happy wile my kid sister was brought in the hands of my loving and supportive older sister. Took the anger and turned it into blood sucking pure agony and started to draw and write like a fucking drug addict. Went to hollywood and instantly got a role in a horror film and became an instant sinsation. Making a gross income that surpassed both Donald Trump and Bill Gates. Ha! I dominated both those bastatds and donated half of all my money on The American Heart Association and spent the rest on useless crap like videogames and cars. Damn who ever knew I could waste so much after each paycheck that I got. Then finally my ever loving dark possessive side kicked in and I started to overdose and smoke kush just for the hell of it and my whole life went haywire since that mistake that I will never regret. I called all the people that I cared about and took my last breath and died in 2100. Yea you herd me overdosing took me that far suckers.


Peace suckas!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Jack Frost


It's the time for joy when December 25Th comes around the corner. Toys and Christmas bonuses ate coming ten fold. Little kids are getting ready for Santa Clause to deliver them toys and not coal. To bad this year is going to fucking change. Cause my good friend Jack Frost is gonna massacre you little punks with massive depression. It's just a damn shame to be born when Christmas is around the corner and all you've got is a damn cold heart. You see Jack isn't mad at all cause he ain't no fucking Scrooge. All that he wants is to make you all suffer for the cure that you have casted upon him. Damn never met a man that hates the laughter of little children. You see life is a bitch and a curse is nothing but a fucking whore that will never go away. To me being Jack Frost isn't a life goal it's a role that I'll be ready to obtain at anytime and at any place. I know that there isn't any time to look back cause now I've become Jack Frost. So every damn fucking Christmas that you celebrate you can be happy cause the both of us know that I wont. All that I know is that for me to be the most bad ass Jack Frost I need to be colder than the fucking Arctic tundra.