Dream

Many damn hours wasted sleeping but countless years slowly dying as you have a damn dream. Tick, tock time is slipping away as you hear the damn clock and your just running in that abandoned warehouse trying to find a way to escape. Spending countless hours sinking in to a dark sea as you have this dream wondering what I really means. This isn't a bad dream it's a fucking nightmare that you can never escape cause a damn dark force is concealing.You in this fucking sea. You hear many voices telling you here's your chance run while you still have a chance but you don't listen. You think that their going to trap you and then ambush you but your wrong their just trying to save you dumb ass. You finally listen but it's to late you start moving but it's not for the door your slowly sinking in quick sand and your trying to find a way out but you sink to a forbidden cave and scared to move. An hour passes by and you decide to run but somehow bump into a body that you never hoped to see again. It's me and I'm out for some fucking vengeance and I have no remorse to what happens next. This damn bastard though I was dead when he shot me in that cemetery and decided to runaway from this like a damn pussy but I decided that he was getting off easy. So I took this damn elixir that I found in hell and poured it into his drink. This kid is now trapped in this dream and will never wake up till he realizes what he did wrong. Time goes on as he runs and runs like hes in a damn marathon but he ain't getting off till he is fucking shot point blank in a fucking cemetery.

Damn

Damn I'm losing control my mind is roaming all over the place. Who ever knew that one girl could change my damn life cause I didn't. She has me blinded with her heart. To me she is Jasmine and I'm Genie and I'm finding it hard to fulfill her every wish. It's funny my friends don't like her but I can fucking care less cause she took my life and changed it for the best. Damn I don't know what I'd actually do without her. It's like if she were to die at this point I wouldn't have the desire to go on with my life. I know there are many girls in the world but I can't even see them cause my eyes won't let me. I can't believe it this damn girl stole my heart and she can keep it. This might seem crazy but if she were to harm anyone in my family I would support her like it was my mission in life. I don't know how this destiny crap work but now my life is full and I know I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world. Some people need their cars and money to make them feel good about their selves but for her I would sell my soul and all my worldly possessions just so that I could be with her.

Damn I'm losing control my fucking mind is running around the damn place.

Lesly Who?

What started out as a perfect day would also be the most frightening day for Lesly would ever face. Sitting near a pool and kicking the damn water beneath my feet. As Lesly's foot slipped he was dragged to the bottom of the pool and never arose again. Lesly was only 3 years old . As years went on he began to sink deeper and deeper into a hole that would be impossible to escape from. While Lesly sat on the damn ground a dark force named Jean took over as the devil found his chance to kidnap an young and confused soul. As Jean grew up Lesly was quickly fading away. So Jean started to become angry and made every damn person in his family embarrassed to even know him cause each move that he made became devastation. It's funny how Jean got possessed on a drug called hatred and began to take every damn dose of the drug. While Jean overdosed with the hate Lesly was now becoming a thing of the past. Lesly wanted to kick back and escape from the hell that he was in but Jean wasn't having that . The only damn question for Lesly to ask is when will he ever be strong enough to rise from the fucking pool and take Jean down for the final count.

I feel like dying

Wake up wach morning and I just get pissed off at the world around me. Parents hate me, sister fucking dispires me, and I hve no damn reason to live in such a fucking hell hole. Each day brins me pain and all I wanna do is get my blade and cut my self like I'm fucking emo. I have no fucking damn desire to live and I hardly don't care what happens to those that despise me. Just hope that they die before I have a chance to kell them and laugh as their families feel the pain that they have brought to me . Ha like I have any remorce for those bastards anyways . Even though I might have a fucking synical laugh in the whole ordeal would still be feeling some pain because I am still living to see another damn day. Dark souls bad influences flow around me like I am their keeper and those influences trap me and never want me to have this damn curse called life that has been casted upon me. I wish things could go back to how things were before. Cause back in the day my life was so damn simple but I know that will never happen cause I'm just a damn bastard that will never feel joy for anything ever again foras long as I live.

Die Bitches Die

Do you know how it feel to have parents that don't even want you. Well I do cause my parents are bitches and they don't even classify as mutha fucking humans. If you were to meet my parents they would put on a show that you'd pay to see again. To bad once you all leave the act is getting very sour. My parents are fucking hypocrites and don't even give a flying rats ass about their damn children. Always threatening me to kick me out their damn house but don't even have the balls to follow though with their word. My dad thinks that he is running the show when I'm around but he's just scared that once he leaves I will rule the damn house like I'm fucking Castro. All that the bastard does is talk on his phone and meets up with his friends like he's winning a fucking prize and leaving his family like he don't give a damn. People always say that I should respect my mom cause she brought me to this damn world. But I feel like I shouldn't cause she don't give a damn bout me at all. Every time I start getting in trouble e defends my fucking dad like he's her son and makes me wonder what I really am to her. Damn it's funny how I have all these damn issues and my parents keep blaming it on my friends but their to damn blind to realize it's something else. I told them once and they will just phase my words out they think they gave me all that I wanted but their dead off. I hope they can just fucking drop dead and let me live my damn life. I don't give a damn as I go to their funeral in all red cause in the end of the day their old news. So hey can die and make their country proud cause I will be chill to see those damn curtains go down in flames as I laugh and never come back again.

Sleep

People always say that you need eight hours of sleep to be ready for the next day. It's funny cause if I go to sleep I'm bound to be screwed. I don't care if I get tired cause I just wanna be awake to make a few people mad at me. To me sleep ain't the type of friend that you really need cause sleeping is a fucking drug. And this drug can posion your damn mind and scare the living crap out of you. Think that I'm crazy right but just ponder on this for a minute. Every time that you go to sleep you are just drowning in your pain and you are just killing your self at the spot. So take those eight hours if you must but if you don't wake up your fears will finally get the best of you and you'll die for no damn reasion. This isn't "Down to Earth" cause if everyone that died got a second chance to redo their life you wouldn't even know were to start at all.Now don't balme me if you never wake up ever cause you fucking brought this on your self. Now you made your bed and you can now lie in it. Sleeping is a fucking drug that you overdose and if you don't know yourlimits you will never see another lite of day again.

Damn, Drake once said ' Baby you ma everythin you all I ever wanted" but with out you doing something is worthless. It's intresting how I've never felt like this about someone till I met you. Sure I've liken many girls but none of them can ever hold a candle to you. It's funny cause for nine years all of my emotions have disappeared. But once I met you they have somehow came back like they were sent to me like it would save me from all of my pain. Now every time I see you I feel like bing a bastard isn't even a decision that I should make caue you're the only person that I actually care about. Damn with out you I feel like I dont even deserve to write a damn word again. Like with out you there isnt any need to feel happy about anything at all. Most people say what I am feeling isnt something that I even know about at all but I say their wrong cause Im not listening with ym ears I just have the conviction to listion with only my heart. Even if you dont feel the same way I would risk my life just so yo could see another day to live. If you ever screwed up I'd be the one to always be there to make every thing right in this world even if it means dying just to protect you.

Hell is where my heart is

A friend once told me you're only weak unless you give up. It's interesting how one part of me have given up and might never see the day of light for a long time. At one point I've lived an easy going life but as time went on I transformed in to a dog not a man.Each day goes on with no hope for me to ever be at peace. Feeling like I have to put on a show so my friends will never know that I'm really depressed. Some how they can Seee through my illusion and found the real me. With all the pain that I had to overcome is finally soaring like eagles on cloud nine. The sad part of all of this crap is that my friends really didn't notice the big picture in this damn x-ray. Cause I'm actually trapped under the protection of the grim reaper .Ol' Grimmy is what I call my new guardian cause until I can finally escape from this black abyss that I'm in I know I will never be free to free Lesly from all of the that I've put him through. Damn you Jean the hell that you put Lesly in is unbearable you damn bastard. The only thing that I can now tell you is to learn death before dishonor. So here is the moment of no return will it be death or dishonor cause Lesly is slipping away very fast son. It's interesting that you picked death cause you would rather take care of your self than a sick person in need . Now you can ascend from hell cause you just committed a crime and that wrong doing was helping a friend in need.

Living with no cause

I wake up each morning with only dispair to fill up my day. I wake up each morning wondering why God let me live for so long with a weak heart that is covered with a scar that will never diminsh till I take that long peaceful rest. I wonder why I'm the only one in my family that has to suffer with such a weak muscle, and I'm the only one with no chance to libe at all. Let's face it I see that coffin thay the church made for me everytime I go to sleep.I know what this means I only have a mere few seconds, minutes, and even a few hours to live if I'm lucky. I just hope tat when I leave my family and friends won't feel like my death was of their doing. I lived a good life so farand everyone was bound to see this day coming sooner or later. Well I'm now goin to heaven or hell so atleast ima be safe from the damn danger that this damn world has set for me to fall victim to.

Sucking the life out of me

Damn what a tangled web I've wove.Who knew you could die from sucking your blood. I now know that it's to late for me but now you could just go ahead in your life and suck every inch away.Damn you bastard for letting me inhale that sweet sent. Now you got me hooked on blood. Now don't stop till every drop is out of your damn body, cause I'm on a hunt for some blood that tastes like cherry.Call me crazy but this is the only drink that I love the most. It's like winning the lottery. The best part of this game is that all I nee dis a knife and I've won jackpot. No money is needed only my rich blood on my tongue. Watch me as I take out my pair of fangs and suck my blood dry and laugh as I take every sip of the everlasting juice. If you think Ima stop then you got another thing coming. Cause I want people to see those scars that are on my body like it's an art exhibit. Ha watch those fucking doctors put me into isolation so they can drug me up like a crack addict. I already know its not gonna work cause I'm fuckin immortal bitch. All I need in this hell hole is my switch blade and my arm and my tongue will take care of the juice pouring out. I might be crazy but it's better than being normal. All I need for a friend is a knife and an isolated place cause I know those two things will never hurt me.